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Coming home

CHINA (AFP) – At an empty concrete lot in southwest China, Loulee Wilson scoops a handful of stones into a bag – a memento from the site where she believes she was abandoned as a baby. Wilson, an American college student, was born in China but given away by parents.

Soon after her birth, she was found outside a now-demolished factory in the town of Dianjiang, brought to an orphanage and later adopted by a couple in the United States.

Now 19, she is among a growing number of Chinese adoptees returning to their birth country to trace their biological parents and understand where they came from.

“If I (find them), that would be incredible. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to,” she told AFP.

“It’ll help me to find out more of my story.”

Over 82,000 children born in China have been adopted by American families since 1999, according to State Department figures – mostly girls, owing to a Chinese cultural preference for boys.

Many were handed over in the 2000s. As those children reach adulthood, they are creating “very, very big demand” for reunions with their birth families, said Loulee’s adoptive mother Corinne Wilson.

ABOVE & BELOW: Corinne Wilson (L) talking with locals in the hope of finding her adopted daughter Loulee’s biological parents in Dianjiang county, and sticking a flyer on a fence outside a now-demolished factory. PHOTO: AFP
A middle-aged man giving a DNA sample in the hope of finding his long-lost daughter as his wife stands next to him. PHOTO: AFP
Locals reading a flyer bearing Loulee Wilson’s photographs and a message in the hope of finding Loulee’s biological parents in Dianjiang county, in southwestern China’s Chongqing municipality. PHOTO: AFP

She is the founder of The Roots of Love, one of a cluster of organisations set up in recent years to reconnect adoptees with relatives in China. “There is a part of them that is proud to be Chinese,” she told AFP.

In June, the Wilsons set out to search for birth families in rural Dianjiang, about 150 kilometres from the megacity of Chongqing.

They handed out flyers bearing Loulee’s and other adoptees’ names, ages and photographs, and urged people who gave away children to provide DNA samples.

Finding a match is unlikely due to patchy record-keeping, language barriers, fading memories and local vigilance against potential scams.

And some communities are wary of dredging up the traumatic past hidden among the sleepy villages and rice paddies, where birth quotas were once zealously enforced.

Under the one-child policy – in practice, a patchwork of varying birth restrictions – couples in Dianjiang were often permitted a second child if the first was a girl. “We didn’t have a choice,” said carpenter Yi Enqing, 57, who hoped to track down an infant daughter put up for adoption in the early 1990s.

“I’m scared she wouldn’t accept us now. She must have some resentment in her heart,” he told AFP at his sawdust-caked workshop.

In one village, a middle-aged man spat into a beaker while his wife tearfully recalled a daughter they last saw as a baby in 1990. “I’ve looked for so long but can’t find her,” she said as a Roots of Love helper carefully sealed and packaged the saliva sample.

“I never wanted to send her away,” she added. The couple requested anonymity to protect their privacy. The samples are sent to a laboratory where their DNA is extracted and compared with existing databases. If there is a match, The Roots of Love puts long-lost relatives in touch, such as last year when twin girls reconnected with their birth mother after a nearly two-decade separation.

Reunions can trigger complex emotions for adoptees, who experts say often struggle with mental health issues around identity and racial discrimination.

“A lot of Chinese adoptees do express racial (or) cultural dissonance as a result of growing up in very homogeneous, white settings,” said a researcher at the University of Chicago Grace Newton, who studies transracial and transnational adoption.

“It is losing your identity, your birth culture, your birth language, your biological family,” said Cassidy Sack, an adoptee volunteer with the US-based Nanchang Project, which has matched dozens of birth families since 2018.

“That was the life you were supposed to live. And then out of your control, decisions were made for you, and you were taken to a new country.”